Is there actually something wrong with me? ?

Sweetheart I think you have a lot of past trauma at such a tender age already. I certainly do not think you are spoiled and the fact that you would even think that just supports the very obvious lack of self-esteem that comes out in your words. You need to talk to counselor,therapist or someone you can trust because these painful experiences are not gonna go away. They will effect you and the way you handle yourself in life for years to come. Take it from me, I am 27 and barely starting to deal with issues that started at the age of 4. Just know that you are not alone and the help is out there as long as you ask for it. Take care